Lack is a game we play with ourselves, but it really feels more like a dis-ease of the mind.
You are surrounded in abundance, as much as you have allowed in to your life. A healthy body, a roof over your head, running water, groceries you just buy at the store, people that care about you, any peace and comfort you have, when you really wake up and realize how blessed your life is.
Yet when we’re experiencing lack consciousness it does not matter what you have… it will never be enough.
You will never be enough.
You’ll be obsessed with what’s missing. And so you’ll be missing a lot.
You will be endlessly chasing things outside of you, to no avail. You’ll be creating solutions to problems that YOU YOURSELF are creating in a never ending cycle.
You are (unconsciously) CHOOSING to focus your sacred energy on what you don’t have and you believe in it so much that it’s all you can experience.
(Your focus is EVERYTHING. Your focus creates entire worlds. Why do you think everything wants your attention?)
Suddenly in a revelation you can come back to your core, your power, your abundance, your everything.. you can awaken to the truth outside of the matrix.
That you are God playing a game of separation, living out stories in the mind and that is your choice when you know.
That you can play any game you want on this earth, but know that it is a GAME.
So you can choose to PLAY games that are truly fun and expansive to your true self and let go of the games (the programs) that are draining and exhausting you. Like the game of lack-the game of being incomplete as an eternally complete awareness (which will always reflect to you in your external reality btw).
You’re playing exhaustive games with yourself because you believe that you have to.. because your parents did.. because it’s “always been this way” or because society told you so or whatever.
But there is another way.
Until you fully accept and embody the truth that every now moment is a complete divine blessing, you will be chasing emptiness in form outside of yourself.
Read that again.
You will be IN the matrix. The illusion. The dream. The mental simulation. You’re plugged in, so to speak.
You’re living and being and believing in a world that does not really exist (at least not the way you think it does).
You’re inside out
We’ve been programmed that the more we can be outside of ourselves the better. The safer. The acceptable. The dream.
The truth is.. that’s just a game you can play and no shame in any game… but there is another way.
Realize that this life is yours to play with and when you truly come into this level of presence consistently every single thing you want and need comes to YOU.
Like Neo- you don’t escape the matrix when you learn this.
You master it.
You stop getting played by your own game and play IT.
Living from within ON EARTH as the light you are is mastering the matrix game.. aka the MIND. You come back into the remembrance that you’re God in form and you get to create the rules.. not the mental indoctrination of 3D Earth that has instilled in you just about ALL you think you know and has been running the show. The false light.
The true light is alive within you and within us all.. eternally being.. not even waiting but ALLOWING it all until you decide to come home.
Waking up is a choice
Everything comes to you when you have fun. When you follow the integral joy in your heart and soul. When you know that you are God in form and you are here to play. To expand. To create. To enjoy.
We have been deeply programmed to believe that we MUST suffer. Our egos are obsessed with it and freakishly turned on by it.
That is a PROGRAM and it will be true if you believe in it. It will be false when you stop playing that game of separation.
You, yes YOU can have it all. And you will have it all, as soon as you realize that you already have it all, silly.. If you want to experience the rememberance of the god being you are.
Of course you’re free to stay asleep as long as you desire. Waking up is a choice.
Any program you are experiencing at this point you are only experiencing because there is a part of you that is REALLY INTO IT. Really into the story. The pain. The drama. The familiar and comforting experience of your patterns. It’s like a sexy kink for your ego. You get something pleasing from it, like an addict, even if it’s killing you. And when you see that in your own mind and life, you’re on your way to being free.
On your way to freedom you must let go of every part of you that identifies as the victim and take radical responsibility. Take the power you pushed outside of you back inward.
The ONLY real liberation is being truly awake every moment.
It’s your priority – your only priority really because it’s in that state you embody your infinite completeness and everything you need comes to you and you don’t even care if it does or not. It just does.
That’s the magnetic af state- no longer separate from that which you are and that which you desire. No longer obsessed with what’s missing. It’s all unified and you know you get to enjoy the experience – every experience that arises.
New games for the new Earth
We play masochistic games with ourselves because we were programmed to for generations in the 3D matrix.
We play in exhausting and even excruciating LOOPS because we believed them all when they told us that’s what we have to do.
When outside voices told us “the rules” (their indoctrination) of the game and we were too young and innocent to realize it was lies. Or rather- STORIES that we can believe or not believe.. experience or not experience.
What in the world are you believing about yourself? About others? About God? About the world?
Are you playing the game or getting played by the game?
Are you awake or are you inside out?
Coming out of the simulation (awakening) is so simple, but not as easy as it sounds.
The simulation is a total inversion of you. It’s you pushed out. It’s all of us, pushed out, projected on a screen that we then believe is the source. WE are the source. Our inner light God force is the Source. Not the external reality.
To free yourself you must go through an entire “un-inverting yourself” process.
Literally rebirthing yourself into the waters of that which is real.
All Illusions, stories, “dreams” within you literally have to die, pass away into the eternity you are. It takes total commitment and focus to truth. To liberation. To LOVE.
CHOOSING to keep your eyes on the prize of your awareness and not get pulled into the immensely seductive illusion that wants your attention always (your thoughts).
This world is entirely empty and is being animated by your consciousness, your focus, and in many cases – your thoughts.
You get to choose what games you play. My advice- pick fun games that light you up and highlight your authentic unique weirdo self.
That’s how you’ll find yourself, without trying, in divine purpose.
Transforming the Darkness 