2024 was a year of some of the most mind boggling challenges AND heart-breaking-OPEN experiences for so many – including myself.
I couldn’t resist doing a little reflection of the biggest lessons. The spiritual lessons 2024 brought were of a whole different caliber. This was not an easy year. But I would like to say it was a very rewarding year.
And to be honest, I don’t know if it is going to get “easier”, per se. But in the spirit of Bruce Lee – “Don’t pray for an easy life. Pray for the strength to endure a difficult one”… I think is the nail on the head.
While it sounds courageous, majestic, wise, etc. there is a big part of many of us that still wants to shy away from this and take the easy route. But my friend, I highly doubt you incarnated into the greatest human evolution in consciousness of all time to have an “easy” life. But I would venture to say you are here to have a MAGNIFICENT life. We are on the FRONT LINES transmuting ANCIENT programs of the deepest degree, and you know it. That my friend is not easy.. but GOD is it REWARDING!
And that is what I DO feel – while things MAY get more chaotic out there in the world.. we are more prepared to step into it. I don’t expect things to get easier.. but I do expect us to be and get so much stronger and wiser.
The reasons why… I will share below.
- Living from the inside out
My friends, this… living from the inside out – it can’t be taught. It can’t just be read about and merely understood. Sometimes you have to really fucking have all of the things outside of you that are controlling you – all the illusions and attachments – be SHATTERED in real time, to finally see and accept the truth. That is my experience, at least. Anything that was taking my light or power away from me, outside of me, was spotlighted to the point where I had no choice but to stop putting anything false on a pedestal. Any false idol – I don’t just mean a person, but any idea, any possession, any goal, ANYTHING that I was still putting before my direct relationship with God got TORE UP FROM THE FLOOR UP and I am not even being dramatic.
I am so grateful to be able to see and feel this now and it was all SO freaking worth it. I thank God for this liberation and that I went through… but WOW did it freak me out (that is an understatment). So much pain, confusion, loss, fear, etc…. just to finally let it all go and come back to God and let GOD work with and through and AS me. And this is the energy I want to bring in to 2025 as fully and humbly as I can.
To let myself be a vessel for God, for Soul, for the highest, and no longer be a slave to the deep, inverted programs that were merely puppeteering me unconsciously. I am more ready than ever to just accept and trust what life brings me and see it correctly as God would have me see it.
2. Pure strength and fortitude
That said… what I am describing above has forged a level of strength, fortitude, courage, and drive the likes of which I never could have imagined. Once again.. it really isn’t something you can just read of learn… this type of strength and endurance is truly created by living through these experiences. I can feel it in my mind, body, heart and soul.
What an honor it is, to be here at this time. As we remember this – it becomes more smooth to move through contrast.
3. Focus on what REALLY matters
So many attachments to so many ideas, stories, illusions were absolutely annihilated this year. Some gently, some brutally. As we walk the dimly lit path forward into the unknown, sometimes with nothing but the flickering light of or mustard-seed faith… we continue to cross over into soul-led living.
Soul led living.. where we don’t trade out internal peace and connection to the eternal living God within for money. Or for security. Or for a job. Or for validation. Or Or for a creative project. For ANYTHING. We don’t abandon ourselves and God the second we don’t know what is going on or feel like we have control.
The transitional path from ego living to soul living is so absolutely confusing and disillusioning at times, but necessary and eventually we come to a place where it finally makes TOTAL sense. We can see the perfection in the divine plan for us and start to trust it, follow it more and more. And we discover more who we truly are and what is ACTUALLY meaningful to us.
4. SHINING BRIGHT and breaking the mold
Yeah so.. if there was EVER a time to really STOP conforming and comparing and hiding.. it would be NOW. It would be right now going into 2025. We need authnetic, original, unique humans shining bright and expressing themselves in every field, every capacity, every way. We need those brave souls willing to be themselves fully so that we can all remember who we really are – not who we were molded to be. This is how God can not only BREATHE within us- but speak through us and use us for the highest good of all. It’s time to follow YOUR calling and stop making excuses.
5. Annihilating the programming
Am I just beating a dead horse here? In case it wasn’t obvious, 2024 was a year of absolutely destroying the trauma-based mind-control programming. We have all experienced this for years, but it feels like shit got/is getting real in this department this year. The conditioning keeping us enslaved to an illusionary reality is being freaking detonated. It really can be so painful and confusing at times – but in the end it is truly what we need to be LIBERATED from any bullshit that has been keeping our souls locked in these prisons. The soul is tired of being locked up… it is our TRUE SELF’s TIME to SHINE.
And for that to happen we literally have to let the false self die as we are reborn back into our eternal nature… eventually coming to a place where we can laugh at how CRAZY that all was and is.
I venture to say everything you went through, in general, but ESPECIALLY last year is for a SPECIFIC PURPOSE: to HELP OTHERS.
WE are only at the beginning of the greatest awakening ever.
People need you, people are going to need you.
Your struggles, your challenges, everything that has been so hard… well… it is going to serve a purpose for you and others that is so rewarding you might just shed tears of gratitude for those obstacles that you thought you’d never overcome in the moment.
I am so proud of you, of us. I know how freaking hard it has been. But again I know how much I have learned this year and I am mind blown.. and so I know you have also learned.
These lessons are indispensable, just as these experiences are in order to get us to truly transition from the ego-led programming paradigm to soul led authentic living.
I can’t say it enough. I just see it so clearly- how all of those crazy experiences were such blessings in disguise. And as we go into 2025 I am determined to continue to see every challenge as that to the best of my ability. And to USE these experiences for the highest good – not just for myself, but to help as many others as I can along the way. And to me… that is the best thing I could ask for in this life as a soul.
Conclusion
So like I said.. I’m not expecting human life to get “easier”… but I am 10000% expecting myself and others to keep getting stronger, wiser, more adaptable, more creative, and all the things we need to RISE UP.
Life is not happening to us- it is happening THROUGH US and that is the paradigm shift we are walking through individually and as a collective. This knowing sends goosebumps throughout my whole being.
I am so deeply and sentimentally grateful for this experience and I am going into 2025 feeling more ‘locked in’ than ever about my relationship with God, my relationship with the now, and my sacred mission as I walk this Earth everyday.
I am so grateful to have shed so many disempowering illusions and feel what I am feeling right now.
2025 is our year.
2025 is YOUR year.
Claim it, right now.
Because how easy the year was is not a marker of how good or valuable it was.
It is all about your perspective and how you choose to live your life – from the ego or from the soul.
When you live from the soul, every day is a blessing and that is a fact.
And indeed, everything is happening for your highest good and just trying to awaken you to the etneral perfect love that you are and have always been.
Anyways.. I hope this was some food for the heart, mind and soul for you all and… HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Let’s freaking GOOO!!!
Transforming the Darkness 