Get Up! *Shout Out James Brown*
Hello cutie pies,
Wow. I am learning so much!! I love it. I am so excited to share with you all. I have some fire to give.
I have been going through such a transformation – such a refining process about what I am here to bring forth in this life.
I have had to take a lot of time to think, experiment, and feel into this. I have found the beauty in condensing really long wandering stories into something concise and tangible.
To REFINE my huge unstructured boundless vision into something that makes sense to me, and hopefully more sense to others.
To stop keeping everything so general and vague and actually answer the questions my soul is asking me.
To get really clear on the problems I can solve and how I can be of service.
That said, a big piece of the puzzle coming up now:
Authenticity. The highest frequency!
I say this first because while I have always strived to be authentic in my work, I am peeling back a whole new layer of masks.
These masks continue to come off as you voraciously and humbly grow, btw.
That said, I want to speak a lot more off the cuff and casually in these newsletters. I am way less worried about perfection and all that and more just – ready to give it to y’all straight.
A big reason I am here is to start a revolution. Seriously.
And I don’t mean a violent revolution or anything compromised, political or cheesy.
I mean initiating the changes I know and feel in my heart are needed – for myself and for those who resonate with me- to make life way more fucking cool for everyone.
Like what else are we doing here?
I hate when people say “it’s the government” or “it’s the illuminati” or the “dark forces” or “its just like that”… like – how long do we keep blaming some distant ambiguous force for why we’re not thriving? So over it. Such a lame excuse for not being better. I mean I get it, I do but…
At what point do we take responsibility?
When enough wise and intelligent people do – that is the rEVOLUTION.
And the more I do it the more enjoyable my reality becomes.
Some of you may not resonate with the direction I am headed and just know – that’s okay. Much love to you and I honor all of our unique paths. What works for one may not always work for others and we have to learn to have discernment.
That said, speaking to a specific collective (you’ll know who you are), I have to be honest.
It is time to step up and get to work.
I mean really.
There are way too many amazing, intelligent, spiritual people that are silencing themselves and holding back and coping with nonsense new-age stories and old limiting beliefs.
That instead of taking what they know and doing what Soul/God is asking them – getting good at teaching and sharing and figuring out how to serve the world in a way that is intelligent and makes sense – that serves them and others – people are sitting back and doing a lot of nothing.
And they have alllllll of the excuses of why.
All of the limiting beliefs they have internalized for one reason or another.
They’re not good enough. It’s not time. It doesn’t matter anyways. It’s too much. No one understands or cares. People will judge them. Nothing will change. They should just keep floating on aimlessly going with the program they’ve been given. Just keep meditating and disassociating and staying apathetic because it hurts too much to try. Other people are too dumb to understand them. It’s too hard.
Honestly – the last one is the most honest – because it’s too hard.
It’s hard work to be super real with yourself, get off the high horse, putting in the work and really follow your souls calling. It requires you to get out of your comfort zone repeatedly, take action, and dare to believe in a higher possibility – dare to believe that you actually are far more powerful than you previously thought. It requires you to try new things and God forbid – make some embarrassing mistakes along the way – so you can truly become great.
It involves knowing yourself much deeper AND doing the work (play, really) of actually positioning your work to serve effectively. Many spiritual people don’t like that last part.
I know this, because this has been me for a long time.
The process I have been going through – particularly the last 4 months, of really refining my mission and my voice, finding a clear direction for it, and taking way more action – has been the most intense expansion of my life. It really has been. I have had to sift through sooo much information, connect so many dots, sit through so many nervous system ego tantrums I thought would never resolve (that eventually turn into amazing revelations), take actions I didn’t feel ready for, make huge investments, and so on.
But it has been so worth it – and continues to pay off. It is so much better than sitting on the sidelines and assuming everyone else is going to do the work for me, for us. Or that one day someone will just give me everything I want. Or that none of it matters anyways.
I am here, I am going to play the game dammit – as an awakened being. That’s the balance. The middle path. For me, at least – that is super fun for me. Fully committing to developing my gifts and sharing them in a tangible way (entrepreneurship) is one of my favorite games – I have always wanted to play but was stuck in the illusions and guilt trips of others.
Have you noticed a lot of highly intelligent and spiritual people suck at finding a clear direction, taking up space, and having staying power? Or having power in general. Because it’s not easy. It takes a lot of devotion and guts. And for some reason it seems to be even harder for sensitive people to develop these skills (meanwhile seemingly less-intelligent loud people dominate everything and we wonder why).
Even more, there are a lot of new-agey voices encouraging us to stay lost in the sauce of boundless confusion.
There is wisdom in chilling tf out and letting things unfold 10000% – but it is a balance of faith, surrender, and works. And I lacked in the “works” department for too long.
So many “awakened” stay unconsciously stuck in victim mode and blaming the cabal (or whatever seeming oppositional force) than actually rising up to reconcile it. To finally just see beyond the duality of it. To believe in themselves and God over the contrast/trauma and just full on GO FOR IT.
People have developed a serious lack of creativity when it comes to the many interesting solutions that exist. Then telling themselves their just too advanced and that’s why no one understands them rather than getting better at their craft and communicating it effectively.
It is easy to constantly be pulled in a million directions, stay in the head, and make excuses.
Ask me how I know 😀
Because this has been me for years and I finally am cutting through the bullshit and tricky veils of my own dysfunctional codependent empath behaviors. And I thank them for serving me – but I am SO READY to move on.
It’s also worth mentioning a lot of “spiritual” people are super judgmental and jealous when they see other people that ARE doing this work and creating incredible abundance in their lives and the lives of others. Just another coping mechanism.
With enough awareness and devotion – you can create something truly magnificent. It can be done. And at some point – it must be.
People have been beaten into such complacency and doubt and unworthiness. And I get it. Thousands of years of 3D generational mind-control is a helluva drug. But when do we snap out of it because frankly, what else are we doing here?
“What is terrible is not death but the lives people live or don’t live up until their death.” -Charles Bukowski
*Queue the song above now*
Get up. Get yourself together, and DRIVE that funky soul!
I mean why not? Do you not realize how much you have within you??! How much you have learned and grown and what you are capable of?
You are so deeply loved now. And I have NO DOUBT that you are doing incredible things in your life, navigating a lot of intense challenges and coming out on the other side of it like a badass. I know you’re a legend – and that is why I am inviting you to know yourself, trust yourself, and be yourself – EVEN MORE.
I mean not to insult, truly, but to activate.
I know it is a beautiful balance. As much as we have to act – we also have to not act. We have to chill. And allow things to unfold. We have to remember the natural balance as we enjoy the deliciousness of the presence and also continue to expand and enjoy this opportunity of life.
But I just get a notion that too many people are coping and staying in delusions of unworthiness and inaction, because staying consistent and creative in a world full of distractions, noise, and discouragement – as I have done for many years – takes a lot of awareness, discipline, and devotion. And A LOT of grit.
Deep down you know what you want.
You know what your soul is calling you to do.
Are you taking steps every day to follow it?
Are you truly willing to walk through the fire of expansion?
Are you ready to stop being discouraged and disappointed if things don’t work out how you wanted and keep going anyways? (An INTIMATE trust process).
Are you helping and teaching others – so that you can continue to be taught and trusted with your soul’s mission?
Are you taking amazing care of yourself so YOU can be nourished and overflowing?
Do you trust yourself to do it? Do you have faith in God to help you through each step?
Because whether you start today or in ten years – you will still have to walk through that fire.
And if you don’t make a decision – you still have made a decision.
Either way – all my love and respect to you and your role on Earth at this time.
Just being here – is amazing.
But if you’re over the slow death of complacency and want to drive that funky soul, lets fucking go.
Even if you don’t know how yet – a full body, sincere YES is all that is needed to start.
From there start asking yourself the needed questions, calling God in, and taking those actions.
We often say “I don’t know what to do” but the ball has DONE BEEN in your court.
You’re just resisting it – which is curious!
My mission right now is to help others to start to truly open up their unique voice, refine their mission, and make it happen.
To create a platform – online and IRL – to start getting really clear on what it is you’re here to do, do it, and get paid for it.
To feel that fullfillment you crave so deeply and find your people. The people who WANT to hear your voice.
To take the steps to start getting to do the work of your dreams and BE FREE.
It truly is the journey of a lifetime and I can’t imagine pursuing anything else.
If you want to work with me and really catalyze this transformation and liberation for yourself, The Voice of the Revolutionary Mystic is for you.
Send me an e-mail right now at transformingthedarkness@gmail.com or click the link below to learn more. We’ll start a conversation and we see if we’re a good fit for each other.
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This is for revolutionary mystics who HAVE THE CALLING to share their voice.
Who are READY to overcome the blocks of playing small, making excuses, and truly are ready to SHINE.
Who are committed to creating the life of their dreams despite any odds.
I hope this is inspiring and lights a fire under you and within you – we’re not here to be complacent with the old world. We are here to build a new one. And it is up to us, yes, to LISTEN to the word of God – but also do the work we are all called to do.
The more blessed and nourished we allow ourselves to be, the more responsibility we can take on, the more blessed we will be, and the more problems we can solve – and so the cycle goes. That is a mark of an incredible life.
And how this manifests for you will likely be different than how it manifests for me or others. But keep it real.
I will leave you with some important questions to get started:
What do you want to see in the world? How can you BE that change?
Who (specifically) do you want to help?
What do you want to create? How do you want to serve?
What do you need to do this work?
What is the next step?
I encourage you to brain dump, write these answers down, and work on them until they are clear enough to you.
In fact, if you’re brave, I’d love to hear YOUR answers. Reply them to this e-mail – if you dare 🙂
And if you want to learn even more – check out my Opening your Voice + Sharing Your Gifts Masterclass and send me an e-mail if you’re interested in working with me.
Remember that the challenges that arise as you walk the path are the exact lessons you need to become THAT person.
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