Transforming the Darkness

If you are seeing this, you are ready to k n o w a deeper sense of joy and bliss now.

A theme over the past couple weeks in my life has been opening more to the inherent joy and bliss of life, and clearing guilt I have had around allowing myself to be in this state of true happiness and freedom.

Feeling greater, higher, deeper levels of unconditional love, bliss, and even ecstasy towards life.

It comes from within.

It originates from basking in the joy of being alive, of being one with the Creator, of feeling thankful for each breath and moment one gets to experience, regardless of what it may be.

Of being disciplined in the moment to realize how juicy and unique and fun each moment can be in this state of presence and letting go of attachments to what one thinks they need to be happy.

In my life, it is a deep level of devotion and faith – as well as wonder – how good can it get?

How good can it get, starting from the inside out?

Creating the most wonderful reality – not by clinging to the “positive” per se, but by embracing the beauty of life altogether while also raising the standard of my beliefs, attitudes, behaviors, etc. in order to create a life of deeper beauty, harmony, peace, etc.

Not fearing the negative, but letting it all exist and seeing it (the best I can) through the eyes of God, rather than my ego.

Relinquishing the hard grip of duality and dualistic perceptions.

It has truly opened my eyes to so many truths.

For a long time – to different degrees – I held myself back from feeling joy and bliss. Often times out of guilt.

Some of it was guilt from things that I have done and experienced as a human.

A big part of it is also feeling guilt that my life is so abundant while witnessing other people around the world have to go through situations that seem so unfortunate and even horrific – war, murder, poverty, homelessness, extreme limitations and struggles. Even people in my life with illness and deep rooted depression and such.

Yet – allowing yourself to be in states of true divine bliss and peace is the greatest service you can do for all. More on that in a moment.

First I’d like to clear up the guilt piece – as I have researched this within myself deeply.

Guilt is useful only in the sense of recognizing one’s own errors and correcting them. Guilt is painful – and yet it is healthy in small doses (for those who lack the ability to feel guilt struggle with psychopathy and lack of remorse for harm).

Concerning the personal guilt – to err is human. Truly. Humility solves this. Fortunately or unfortunately – one of the main ways humans learn is through making “mistakes”. Anyone who hasn’t made a great mistake(s) in their life at any point must be lying. And it is okay. Making mistakes doesn’t condemn you, God doesn’t condemn you for it, and so why should you?

Again – it is about realizing it and learning from it. Sometimes this is easier said than done.. but by allowing the ego to use guilt to keep your whole consciousness hostage, you are only preventing yourself from re-connecting with God (and unbridled joy) deeper.

The truth is you (like everyone) are doing the best you can with what you know. There is little point for hypotheticals (ie “if only I would have done that instead of..”) – if you could have made a better choice, you would have. Regret on the human journey to some extent is inevitable – but there is truly no sense in indulging in this regret beyond what is necessary to learn. Let it go – the past is just that – the past. Letting the past keep you maimed and self-loathing (or loathing of others) will only destroy you in the now. It is not a noble deed to hang on to it forever and keep score. Forgiveness is the way.

As for the collective guilt – this one is similar but a bit more complex.

One has to surrender their own positionalities and understand that the reason things are the way they are, is often beyond our logical mind. One must surrender to God and make peace with what is as it is – and once we truly do this, the path to true service becomes more possible and apparent. For the spirit knows how to serve far more effectively and authentically than the ego.

There are many karmic influences on each of our lives – and when it comes to the karmic influences of other’s lives, we don’t know why the soul may have chosen to be born in certain areas/situations/traumas. It is understood in many esoteric philosophies that, while it may seem cruel, many times it is the soul using the situation to learn, grow, and evolve something very meaningful to them and the situation they are in may actually serve as an opportunity or advantage to them to get to the next level quicker.

Not only that – but Earth is a very turbulent realm, as there are billions of souls here with different energy signatures, intentions, ideas, etc. playing out at once on one rock/plane of existence.

And of course, Earth has been on a denser realm of existence (collective karma ie consequences of prior decisions of the species/oversoul) in which there is really intense suffering, in which we all must learn and make a choice on how we are going to navigate, based on the hand we were “dealt”.

This is not to desensitize or say we shouldn’t be concerned about our brothers and sisters in hard situations – the whole point is to r e m e m b e r all of the TRUTH of who we are. We are here to help and walk each other home.

But the question is – do we help others by joining them in their suffering or disempowerment – or by using our life force energy and blessings to generate more love, forgiveness, positivity, reason, calm, and genuine solutions?

Deep down we all know this is the way – and yet indulging in guilt is a method the “ego” can use to keep us locked in a denser paradigm in which we feel we are undeserving of the love and joy available to us in the moment – even though that love, joy, freedom would actually serve us, God, and others FAR MORE than the constant indulging in guilt, fear, grief, apathy, anger, and hatred.

All of these “lower” qualities of consciousness can only signal the need for a perception and/or behavior shift, which you are free to see and make now.

Individuals that are committed to higher levels of consciousness (such as unconditional love, peace, joy, beauty, etc.) create an electromagnetic field that naturally lifts up the vibration of the collective consciousness. That alone is a service to others. Further – in this higher state you are more directly guided by God/Soul and all that you are and do will be in service.

So to prevent yourself from being the joy you are and deeply appreciating the blessings you have now is not serving you or anyone.

This mentality of “See God, I suffer so much, so please reward me” is an egoic paradigm.

Allow God to empower you and be free now.

Accessing the Higher Joy

Before we conclude, let’s speak on accessing this higher joy – now that we remember the truth that feeling guilty for the blessings and infinite mercy we get to experience (as God’s children) is not serving, but an illusion of the “ego mind” to keep us separate.

The truth is that the unconditional love, joy, ecstasy, peace, bliss – it is here n o w .

Divine Love is the natural state – it is the baseline of consciousness when we aren’t actively terrorizing ourselves/others.

It is what you naturally experience as you make the decision and commitment to let go of the lower qualities such as guilt, shame, fear, hatred, apathy, pride, grief, etc. (allowing them and using them as teachers – as each one of these states contains secret gifts and can be transcended and transformed with spiritual humility, prayer, and sincere devotion).

This means letting go of the “secret” ego PAYOFF you get by participating in these negative states. Relinquishing the “twisted” satisfaction you get by being bitter, being the victim, being separate, being “right”, collecting your injustices and creating some kind of cage of your own making.

THAT is why DEEP spiritual humility is REQUIRED to even grok the paragraph above and make that decision.

But oh my – it is the best decision because let me tell you –

the liberation of Divine Love is SO MUCH freaking better than the pay off of staying separate and bitter.

Once you taste it, you will not want to hold on to the guilt/bitterness/ego positionalities any more. You will be so ready and willing to surrender them to God because NONE of it is worth getting in between you and the Eternal Truth anymore.

You may see old thoughts of separation that were once seductive come up and think – “God, please help me to relinquish these thoughts. I want to be free. I’m ready. Show me the way.“

And that is the journey to enlightenment.

Enlightenment is realizing the Self and unconditional Love.

Enlightenment is realizing there is nothing on this Earth to be bent up about.

Enlightenment is realizing the divine perfection in everything now – and the stairway is the willingness to see that (again, requiring the relinquishment of all old, dense beliefs, positionalities, and energies – all of which are just programs of the lower mind that are then projected onto the external world).

The craziest thing is – and I will conclude on this – as you dare to make this choice everyday, you will find your reality shifts vastly.

The gates of Heaven open up to you.

Everything comes to you – as you need nothing.

You feel genuinely safe and held in the world.

You can unclench your butthole (lol) and just BE.

Life becomes a fun playground for you to create divine miracles for yourself and others.

You are only here to be helpful and that is freedom.

This is revolution of the Age of Aquarius.

DIVINE LOVE and REUNION with God – inherently reuniting us with ourselves (including our other “us’s – humanity).

In these higher states of consciousness it is so obvious and clear.

There’s nothing to fight about.

In higher states of consciousness it is seen and known nothing is coincidence – there are no accidents – all is serving in way that can only be grokked in these higher, truer states.

So… what’s holding you back?

If you are reading this now – it is because you have some good ass fucking karma.

It means it is your turn to be free in the bliss of creation, if you aren’t already.

It is not a coincidence 😉 (nothing is).

You deserve this. Humanity deserves this. God deserves this.

F r e e d o m – let it ring!

It is here n o w.

How fun!!!

Have a good week everyone.

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So grateful to be in connection with you all, you are all so beautiful and your presence is enlivening!!!!

All my love,

Regan