The “End” or the Process?

Rush rush rush
must work hard or must bust.

we must not rest in the quest
to build up our high wall
of future expectations.

ah, but what is this?
what do we miss?

all of it.

its insanity,
to live for the false realness of the future,
and miss the glory of what is real:
here, now.

striving for something
that is present all the time,
what a trick that
reality is so hard to find.